Mama always said...

My mother always said that you never stop worrying about your kids.  I didn't believe her because seriously you cant be thinking of your kids all the time right?  Wrong.  A mother always thinks of her kids and always worries about them.  Even when things are going right you are thinking about how to make them go... does it even make sense... more right?  There is never a worse feeling then having a valid reason for worrying for your kid and not have an ounce of an answer as to how to help them or what to do.  It feels horrible and it is times like those that I just know I could never ever be a mother without a personal relationship with my Savior and Father in Heaven.  Sometimes the answers I receive is not how to help things or change things with this child but it is little glimpses of peace so that my mind can relax a moment enough to find the clarity I am seeking on my own.  I just want my kids to grow up to be good people - and not just good people in my eyes but people others will see as good people.  I wish I could see the future.