I was speaking to a friend today and trying to describe the feeling I am getting from attempting to write this book. I have completed about a third of it now amounting to six chapters. As I struggled for the right words to describe the difficult but fulfilling experience I am having I realized that this experience with the book reminds me a lot of the experience of motherhood.
I have found it mentally stimulating - though ultimately exhausting at the end of each time I work on it. It is not a unhappy exhaustion though because there is a feeling of accomplishment in it. It has been intensely satisfying to see the culmination of images and scenes in my head turn into descriptive words on a page. My hard work as a mother is the same way - exhausting, mentally stimulating (sometimes), but rewarding to no end when you see the efforts you are making with your children start to bear fruit.
I have written over 40K words and after curiosity drove me to find out what the average word length of a fiction novel was and upon finding it to be about 120K I was pleased to see that what I imagine will in eventually actually be book length.
The writing process has also proven to be similar to parenting. I am constantly having to think both in the hear and now and in the future. When you write a story you have to make the current plot interesting even as you set up for and prepare for future events. What I do now will effect what happens later and if I do not prepare well enough now the end product will not be the ultimate happy accomplishment I hoped for. It is all the same with parenting.
It is exciting to me to see myself complete something that I never imagined being able to do before. It will have been one of the single most difficult things I have done and I anticipate the satisfaction I will feel will be great considering the rewards I am already feeling for having put in the effort.
15 years ago

2 Comments:
I am super behind then, I need to get on it. What an amazing thing. I love doing things I never dreamed I would do. It makes me feel like I have grown so much. Can' t you guys move down here so i can keep you all for myself as a friend. I think I have talked myself into not needing a good friend, that makes me sad. I have always been the kind of person who relishes friendships. I hope it passes.
Wow. Good for you for writing a book! I look forward to hearing more about it!
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